In ‘Being Kendra: Cribs, Cocktails, And Getting My Sexy Back,’ Kendra Wilkinson follows up on her best selling memoir ‘Sliding Into Home.’In the sequel Wilkinson talks baby blues, divorce rumors and losing that baby weight! The E! reality star is sassy, honest, and admits that if she wasn’t a TV star, she’d probably be a stripper.

FOX411: It sounds like you had postpartum depression after the birth of your son Hank. Kendra Wilkinson: It was a very lonely time for me. I had no one to be there for me and understand what I was going through. I felt like anybody I tried to reach out to, they never had any time for me or they didn’t understand or they were like, ‘Oh suck it up.’ and that’s not what I needed to hear. I just needed someone to hug me. I was very alone. I had a breakdown. It was a hard time to get through.
FOX411: Your breakdown where you threw dishes and things for two hours sounds pretty intense. Wilkinson: I went stir crazy. My dreams started becoming reality. I didn’t know what was real and what wasn’t. I was in a strange city (Philadelphia) and it was snowing. I just stayed inside for two weeks straight. I didn’t go outside or nothing and it took a toll on me a little bit. It got to a point where I put an expiration date on my and Hank’s relationship.